This morning I got a call back from Dr. Werlin's office, with the all-clear to get up and shower. I have NEVER enjoyed a shower more than that one! I was also told that I can't lift anything, can't CLEAN, and I can't be on my feet for more than 10 to 15 minutes at a time. All is good, except for the cleaning part. My house looks like the day after a HUGE frat party- minus the alcohol. It will take me a week to get through all of the laundry and dishes! These boys just don't have the know-how...hopefully they can now appreciate a clean house after living in a pig-sty for the last week!!
It has been getting a little bit harder to keep from obsessing the last few days. I haven't been sleeping well (partly due to the unshaved legs!!), but mostly because I can't turn my mind off. I am trying really hard to think positive, and thank GOD for my husband and all of my girlfriends that are trying to keep me on track. For the most part I'm good-I keep imagining the end result being babies in our arms...(did I just say babies?!) But the scary thoughts do creep in , such as, What if Werlin calls with ANOTHER no? After going through all of this, I don't know HOW we would handle that...hopefully we don't have to find out. Only 6 more days...but time has definitely slowed WAAAYYY down!! Did I mention that I have become obsessed with two TLC shows-"Bringing Home Baby", and "A Baby Story". I cry, every episode, every time. Ahhh, the hormones!!
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OMG! This brings it all back to me! I have serious anxiety since our last talk. I know exactly what you are going through. Now I am reliving it again. Yikes! This is scary, exciting, interesting, and soooo intense. Hang in there! Your baby/babies are looking down on you. You are gonna have them one day soon...one way or another! Stay strong. It will happen. I can see it now, I am going to be calling you in a year for some reassuring (during a frozen transfer) and you are gonna be holding a cooing/crying babydoll in your arms! Think positive and if you feel negative thoughts(totally normal) call me!!!
Luvs, Carly
I have not stopped thinking about you since Friday. I know these last few days feel like months instead of hours!
aaahhhh, Im so excited
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