Round 4

Well here we are again, in the two week waiting period to find out if we're pregnant. We did the insems Saturday and Sunday-3 eggs, and all else looked great; so we'll see if any of them stick! I'm trying desparately to not psych myself out this time. I'm not obsessing (yet), I'm not abusing Dr. Google, I'm just trying to take it as it comes, and go one day at a time. We did decide that we weren't going to find out the progesterone levels this time-I'd rather fly blind the whole two weeks than see a number and try to speculate what that means! One thing is for sure...this ordeal has really brought Eric and I much closer together. It has been very difficult, and even more so that we have chosen not to tell Jake what we're doing. We have had to make excuses several weekends in order to make these early morning appointments on the weekends, and i hate having to lie to him. I just think that he would be feeling all of the disappointments that we are, and that can't be good for an 11 year old!!